i thought i would say that i miss our conversations in the middle of the night that we had all summer long. i realize you didnt enjoy them but i did. thanks chris.

_{10:51 pm - Monday,October 14, 2002}

i found your site by searching for "my heart is as large as a small midwestern city". that is probably the most beautiful line i have ever read. im not sure if you have to live in the midwest to feel it, but the midwest is where i live and i think i know how that line is played out in real life. i would like to have that line tattooed on my back but i wonder if there are any copyright laws on that sort of thing. i could get the line tattooed with a footnote or something. i bought tremolo because it was a slim volume with a nice cover. then i read it and fell in love with it. i was reading it when i flew to new york city to visit and i fall in love with that city every time i leave it. so the book was a nice soundtrack tot he feelings i had on the flight home. im not sure what to say about X and all of the references to X but i can safely say i know how that sort of relationship goes. anyway, your site is nice and i am glad someone else is in love with this poem, too.

_{2:58 pm - Monday,October 14, 2002}

Thanks for the recommendation. I picked it up today, and it's been on repeat since. Some truly powerful music. Cheers.

_{3:32 am - Monday,October 14, 2002}

chris. i am sorry that i offended you and pissed you off last night. i think that i was honest when i blurted out that i don't care what you think of me... but i do respect you, and i know that didn't come through last night. the asshole juice works on all of us sometimes.

_{0:23 am - Monday,October 14, 2002}

Question for you, Chris: do you have the Requiem for a Dream Soundtrack? And if so, would you recommend it? I've downloaded a bunch of the tracks, and I like them, but they're all mixed up so it's terribly disjointed. Any advice? Thanks.

_{0:21 am - Sunday,October 13, 2002}

i miss you.

_{6:57 pm - Saturday,October 12, 2002}

I read your diary from time to time and I love it. You make me contemplate a lot of 'stuff' in this life...and it's always absurd. Do you ever read Charles Bukowski...it reminds me a lot of the stuff you write..just randomness with a helluva lot of meaning. Cheers.

_{10:56 am - Friday,October 11, 2002}

haha. oh, chris.

_{12:11 am - Thursday,October 10, 2002}

aren't those the best things ever?!

_{6:06 am - Thursday,October 10, 2002}

would you get over yourself? if i have to read one more time about your fucking celtic loreish eyes i will vomit into a cardboard box and send it to you via 4th class mail, so that when it gets there it is beyond foul and the stench may never be removed from all fabric items in your room. i apologize to your roomate in advance.

_{10:28 pm - Wednesday,October 9, 2002}